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31 July 2012 @ 10:38 pm
MESSED UP!  

MY TRIAL EXAM BEGAN LAST SUNDAY !!!!
The question is very hard ...makes my head goes dizzy memorizing all the text and facts 
I didnt online for a while 
*'cause of some problem* 
seriously,i think i'll fail this time -_- 
I'm such a fool ..very lazy to read book
 except novel
i messed up on many things -_- 
i make many silly careless mistakes 
*I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE NOW*
Lets just pray and hope that my score w/ not decrease 



WHEN I'm ONLINE TODAY...... 
I saw the posts about my fave kpop group 
the one and only ..
 T-ARA
seriously,i am very disappointed 
not with the members but w/ the fans
they are so immature ,act like they know everything abt the case 

THEY DON'T KNOW THE REAL TRUTH,and THAT's FOR SURE
AND THEY TRUST EVERYTHING ON THE INTERNET
INTERNET AND CAMERA IS THE BIGGEST LIARS
,right?
just like hyomin's said
 "there's reason for everything
so there's must be a reason for this to happen ,right? 
well,i'm with T-ARA's side because my bias is Bo Ram 
i dont believe abt this rumour at all LOL 
they alrdy 20+ ,so they must know which is true or not 
this is a nightmare for them 
now,even though they just joking....
all the haters said it was a bully .. 
THIS IS RIDICULOUS!!! 

Then... 
I began to think 
in Jpop fandom ,there isn't any group that have this sort of case
even AKB48 that have countless amount of girls 
jpop's group members really have strong bond,their friendship will not break even when the hardship 
they went through the hardship together
just like ARASHI,when AIBA's was sick and AKB48's hardship to become who is them now 

they went through all of it together!!!!!
they help and care for each other 
*even I envy w/ their bonds 
their song's lyrics too...
is much much better that kpop's =) 


SO...
i guess it will be better for me to stop being in kpop fandom
and just being loyal to Jpop ^^
ARASHI deserve more of my attention more than the unreasonable rumour 
because 
I'M PROUD TO BE AN ARASHIAN!!
there's no reason not to <3 and recently,arashi changed my point of view almost toward everything 
to never give up and keep moving on when I fail or hardship come
 

 on the other hand,
even though i dont like AKB48 very much 
but i have an oshimen there 
i dont really like acchan aka maeda atsuko 'cause of her voice and acts 
but after i know abt what had she done for AKB48 
i began to like her 
*just a little* 
i really didn't see abt the graduation announcement was coming very soon 
when they are on the peak 
well,she almost graduate now, i felt quiet sad 
it'll be weird when i saw AKB perform w/o her 
idk why lol ...
today i listen to Sakura No Hanabira Tachi  by ACCHAN solo 
love it very much,very addicted to the lyric 
i like that she chose their FIRST single's song to be her LAST solo song
for the first time ever,I think her voice is simple sweet and lovely 
the lyrics... 

"There were times when we fought,
Called each other, and cried
Why do those troubled days
Feel so nostalgic?"
" During the happy or sad times
If we turned back in the distance,
No matter when
We were never alone""

really express my feeling now 
i need to appreciate my times w/ my friends more now 
because maybe i'll move to other city next year 



MY MIND WAS MESSED UP  TODAY
FEEL LIKE MY HEAD GONNA EXPLODE THINKING ABT MANY THINK
NOW THANKS TO ARASHI 
*akashi* and ACCHAN *sakura no hanabiratachi*
MAKE ME THINK AND IGNORE ALL USELESS THINGS
THOSE THINGS DOESN'T DESERVE MY ATTENTION AT ALL!!





after expressing my feeling through this post i'm feeling much much better 
i just wanna share what i thought now 
i'm too tired to fight over someone's matter 
as in the beginner's lyric  "dont open someone's else map*


BYEBYE
I'm going to continue my revision for tomorrow's exam 
very NERVOUS AND SCARED!!!!
OYASUMIICHAN MINNA!!!!
JYA~!



the latest ARASHI NI SHIYAGARE ep w/ KANJANI8 is very funny!!!!
CANT STOP LAUGHING LOL



  








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